Exactly what I'm feeling, every once in a while. Why? Simple. After graduation, I have no idea which path to take on.
I believe that everyone who wants to achieve something, be it anything, already has a masterplan. It may work, it may not. The plan may have loopholes, but you'll work around it and if it becomes lesser of something, it is never less of a plan. I guess when there is a plan, there is a goal, and there are these two walls which separates you from all distractions, because all that is visible is what lies at the end of the tunnel.
As much as I would like to think that it is normal for 25 year olds to be lost, I really do think spending six years in another country, away from home and the reality of it, has a lot to do with the lack of having a solid plan. For me, anyways. I guess things are just starting to feel like home in a different place. You get comfortable, lost in the routine, and lose sight of what was it that you once wanted to achieve. (a degree, is kind of a given answer :p)
Dwell in it no longer, I'm pretty sure along the way, having six months left to finishing school, I will figure something out. And once I do, I'm putting those two walls back again. At least for the time being :)
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