Work

I am wearing a red sweater because it is cold outside. Yes, I am aware it's late November which means it's already summer in Adelaide. Though, summer seems to have no impact whatsoever on Adelaide's weather. I'm telling you, Adelaide is going to be the next London, weatherwise. I have never been to London (or the UK for that matter), but all I hear when people talk about it is either the shopping or the weather. That ALWAYS come out first in conversations. Although I would have been really keen if I were given the chance to study in the UK but I am actually glad I wasn't given that chance. I would have been the most miserable person you've ever met. I probably would have sucked and sulked so bad that even the pigeons won't want to be my friends. I really need the weather to change, I want to hit the beach soon. Just to lie on the beach with a book and maybe a company. Human company I mean. Not pigeons.

Okay, time to venture into a new adventure! 4000 words essay. No matter how much people stress working life sucks and they wished they were still in uni, I'd beg to differ. I think I was built for working life. Last time I worked, I enjoyed myself. I was tired constantly yes, but I feel like I gave something back to the community. Right now I just feel spoilt and so behind. I'd feel elated to be feeling that way if I was 18, but I'm 25. People have babies at 25. They secure deals at 25. They travel the world at 25. They take up fencing at 25 (hey, whatever rocks your boat aight) and so forth. Me? I'm thinking about whether I should have dinner tonight or whether I should go out to get some coffee. Yeah. So spoilt for time, so spoilt for the abundance of responsibility.

Ya Allah, I'm not complaining. Maybe I am just a little. I am nevertheless bersyukur sangat sangat because I know in many ways I am indeed lucky. I just need this favor from you. Please, let me pass this semester and let me work already. InsyaAllah and Amin =)

Warning: Emo post

Sometimes I just feel like telling a bunch of people how they're just so poyo. You are not that bagus, you are not that likeable, you are not all that so please spare us the bunch of crap and just be humble and unfake. Haaa kan sampai English pun boleh berterabur. We're all in our mid twenties (or early twenties) so why the need to act like you're some super Hollywood supernova?! Like everyone is just aching to know your name or some shit like that?

There's just one name for people like you and it's poyo. The kind of people who bark more than they actually bite. The kind whose life starts so late, they try to be rebellious when people already have their own careers. It's time to grow up don't you think? My typing this probably does not justify the "grow up" part, as I admit it is pretty childish (But come on, better type this here than on Facebook right).

So annoyed for nothing. All because of poyo people like you. Ish.

-_-

Next time you indulge in self pity and think why is it that easy for people to treat you the way they do, think about how you've scarred these people and think about all the nasty things you've said about them. Words will come back to you and if you ever want to be treated the way you want to, change that behavior and attitude of yours. It's unpretty even for a pretty person like you.

=)

:/

For the past 2 days, I was sick, actually I still am but I got a bit better. I think it's the drive to really want to complete my assignment. So I showered in cold water and put on cold wet cloth on my forehead to get rid of the fever, ate painkillers religiously and ate one too many lozenges for my sore throat.

Here's to completing one 3000 words essay, one 2000 words essay and another 4000 words essay in two weeks!